Thoughts on a Tuesday #1

Good evening to anyone who's reading this (probably no one!). I really want to try and make this a positive post as it is one of my goals to be more positive and see the positive side of things, but I think today is just one of those where that is just not going to happen. 

So, my thoughts today, on this rainy Tuesday start with why do I stress myself out unnecessary and worry about things that I can't control? Why do I work myself up over the smallest of things? Why do I care what others think of me? Why do I feel like I can't do what want to do as I don't want to disappoint others? 

Why why why? 

Right now I don't know why, but I hope that one day I will know or that one day these worries and why's won't be around. But for now I just have to keep reminding myself that everything will be ok, I am a strong person and I can be stronger. 

M.